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kerushii_san
11 January 2012 @ 11:42 pm

holy shit i havent been on here in a really long time! theres been alot of things going on in my life that i dont even wanna get into cuz it would take forever. what matters is that im back now! i have recently been getting into writing fanfiction again and plan on making it more of a habit to do so from now on.
here is one that i just finished for my friend Nicole [nikouru] :]


TITLE: A Night To Remember
CHARACTERS: Yokoyama Yu/OC
GENRE: Romance/Drama
RATINGS: PG-13 to NC-17 for language and sexual situations.
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot and the OC.
SUMMARY: Yoko is brought to a club by a few of his friends, who have something in store for him.


“I am a fuckin genius, aren’t I?” Ryo grins as he opens the door and walks downstairs, Jin and Subaru look at each other and Jin shakes his head while smiling, “I can tell this is going to be an interesting night.”Collapse )
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kerushii_san
01 May 2011 @ 04:12 pm

only because my bestie tagged me, so ill do it :D

Three Names I go by:
1. Koki
2. Gerard
3. Steveo

Three Jobs I have had in my life:
1. host at applebees
2. cashier at BP
3. bagger at dominicks

Three Places I have lived:
1. Crestwood, IL [where i live now]
2. Crown Point, Indiana
3. Portage, IN for a very short time

Three TV Shows that I watch:
1. Kanjani8MAP
2. Janiben
3. VS Arashi
[and no, i seriously do not watch American television.]

Three places I have been:
1. Orlando, Florida
2. Chicago, IL
3. Indianapolis, Indiana

People that e-mail me regularly:
1. Dave
2. Ashe
3. Nicole

Three of my favorite foods:
1. orange chicken
2. pizza
3. potato anything lol

Three friends I think will repost:
1. i
2. dont
3. know xD

Things I am looking forward to:
1. getting a job
2. seeing Rammstein on the 10th
3. getting out of my house

Tag three friends:
1. bessydevlin 
2. nikouru 
3.nihonchique 
 


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kerushii_san
03 March 2011 @ 11:46 pm


i decided to make this fanfic because there are so few het fics out there and that upsets me. im one of the few it seems who enjoy them, its just cuz i can't get into the romantic pairings of JE boys. so i figured shit i might aswell write my own. so here it is...let me know what you think. i plan on making a second part to this relatively soon, when i have the time to so be on the look out for it.

TITLE: Fate on the Shinkansen
CHARACTERS: Shibutani Subaru/OC
GENRE: Romance/Drama
RATINGS: NC-17 [near the end]
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot and the OC.
SUMMARY: She's on her way to her first show with her band in Osaka and she so happens to run into someone on the train on the way there and has an interesting evening, to say the least.

"I'm your ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-cherry bomb."Collapse )
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kerushii_san
03 March 2011 @ 11:02 pm
heres a few more videos that ive done lately, let me know what you think! thanks for watching :]




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kerushii_san
07 February 2011 @ 01:29 pm

here is the newest video that i made today along with the others i made this past week. please watch and let me know what you think! i started this because i was inspired by all the girls making vlogs about jpop and that i want the JE community to be more connected than ever. i think when you put faces to the names of the people you talk to online makes it alot more personal, that theres more of a connection among the fandom that way. so i hope you enjoy all enjoy my videos and make this channel something really awsome!








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kerushii_san
06 February 2011 @ 11:26 pm

my my my, hasnt it been a while dear LJ! i thought it was about time i start this back up since i have something new going on. i just started a channel on youtube called sukiyanenjpop, a place to talk about jpop, japan, and anything that tickles my fancy. ive been meaning to do this for a while now, because ive seen quite a few girls on youtube doing it so i figured what the hell, ill give it a try too! heres the intro video, there are three other videos up so please check them out and let me know what you think! ill start posting my videos on here as i go from here on :] OH and if you havent already, check out my tumblr im on that quite a bit.


 
 
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Current Music: "F.T.O." - Kanjani8
 
 
kerushii_san
30 August 2010 @ 06:07 pm
we have reached the end of the eito meme! kinda bummed about it cuz it was such a good one, since it revolves around my favorite group. im thinking of doing another one for another group i like, but im not sure which *shrugs* ill figure something out eventually.

day 01 - Favorite Kanjani 8 song
day 02 - A rumor about any of the members that left you an impression
day 03 - A Yoko picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 04 - Favorite song cover (sung by any member)
day 05 - Favorite Janiben Moment
day 06 - Favorite Member Engrish
day 07 - Quote from a Non-Single Song (Album and B-side only)
day 08 - A Ryo picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 09 - Favorite Kanjani 8 PV
day 10 - A Hina picture you can't take your eyes off
day 11 - A Kanjani 8 member moment that makes you laugh your ass off
day 12 - Member/s wearing the Wackiest outfit you’ve ever seen
day 13 - Favorite Kanpani Moment
day 14 - A dream you had with a Kanjani 8 member, in great detail
day 15 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Quote (except from songs)
day 16 - An Okura picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 17 - The first Kanjani 8-related drama you thought of the moment you read this
day 18 - Fave OTP or Member-Ai moment
day 19 - A Maru pic you can’t take your eyes off 
day 20 - A Fanwork (made by you or others)
day 21 - A picture of your Kanjani 8 Stuff
day 22 - Whatever tickles your fancy
day 23 - Chibi Kanjani 8 picture
day 24 - A Subaru picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 25 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Solo
day 26 - Favorite Concert DVD
day 27 - A Yasu pic you can’t take your eyes off
day 28 - Favorite Live Performance
day 29 - Favorite Group photo
day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

day 28 - one of my favorite performances would have to be "Misetekure" from the 47 tour. i love every performance of this song because they all get so into it, especially subaru with him screaming off the top of his lungs. it is almost orgasmic to me haha



day 29 - there are so many group photos that i love because you can see how well they interact with eachother. i love when they all are being dorky and silly, but when they are all being serious and sexy it takes my breath away haha. heres one of my favorites because it shows eito love at its best.



day 30 - hmmm, i dont what to put here really lol so heres another video, one of my favorite fanmade videos made by a fellow eighter. i had alot of fun with this meme, to be able to divulge into all the different things about eito and to be able to talk to those who agree with me is really amazing and i wouldnt trade it for anything. i love being an eighter and i will always be one. much love to my fellow eighters out there!



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kerushii_san
27 August 2010 @ 07:23 pm

wow im finally almost done with this meme after attempting to do it for a while xD not sure if ill be able to update it for tomorrow or sunday, depends on when i get home cuz im going to be spending some time with the boy :] well im not gonna bore ya with my stories, onto the eito goodness! <3

day 01 - Favorite Kanjani 8 song
day 02 - A rumor about any of the members that left you an impression
day 03 - A Yoko picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 04 - Favorite song cover (sung by any member)
day 05 - Favorite Janiben Moment
day 06 - Favorite Member Engrish
day 07 - Quote from a Non-Single Song (Album and B-side only)
day 08 - A Ryo picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 09 - Favorite Kanjani 8 PV
day 10 - A Hina picture you can't take your eyes off
day 11 - A Kanjani 8 member moment that makes you laugh your ass off
day 12 - Member/s wearing the Wackiest outfit you’ve ever seen
day 13 - Favorite Kanpani Moment
day 14 - A dream you had with a Kanjani 8 member, in great detail
day 15 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Quote (except from songs)
day 16 - An Okura picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 17 - The first Kanjani 8-related drama you thought of the moment you read this
day 18 - Fave OTP or Member-Ai moment
day 19 - A Maru pic you can’t take your eyes off 
day 20 - A Fanwork (made by you or others)
day 21 - A picture of your Kanjani 8 Stuff
day 22 - Whatever tickles your fancy
day 23 - Chibi Kanjani 8 picture
day 24 - A Subaru picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 25 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Solo
day 26 - Favorite Concert DVD
day 27 - A Yasu pic you can’t take your eyes off
day 28 - Favorite Live Performance
day 29 - Favorite Group photo
day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

oh dear yassu, how adorable you are. he is one of the cutest creatures ive ever seen, seriously lol he just oozes this sickingly sweet personality that you just cant ignore. hes got such an amazing smile, you cant help but grin when you see it. everything about that man is just too damn cute. but....ya gotta remember, the boy has a sexy body under those rediculous clothes that he wears haha there have been many a photoshoot ive seen of him where i just have to go "damn...thats hot." lol he does have his moments, as cutesy as he is sometimes he can be quite sexy.



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kerushii_san
26 August 2010 @ 05:25 pm

day 01 - Favorite Kanjani 8 song
day 02 - A rumor about any of the members that left you an impression
day 03 - A Yoko picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 04 - Favorite song cover (sung by any member)
day 05 - Favorite Janiben Moment
day 06 - Favorite Member Engrish
day 07 - Quote from a Non-Single Song (Album and B-side only)
day 08 - A Ryo picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 09 - Favorite Kanjani 8 PV
day 10 - A Hina picture you can't take your eyes off
day 11 - A Kanjani 8 member moment that makes you laugh your ass off
day 12 - Member/s wearing the Wackiest outfit you’ve ever seen
day 13 - Favorite Kanpani Moment
day 14 - A dream you had with a Kanjani 8 member, in great detail
day 15 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Quote (except from songs)
day 16 - An Okura picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 17 - The first Kanjani 8-related drama you thought of the moment you read this
day 18 - Fave OTP or Member-Ai moment
day 19 - A Maru pic you can’t take your eyes off 
day 20 - A Fanwork (made by you or others)
day 21 - A picture of your Kanjani 8 Stuff
day 22 - Whatever tickles your fancy
day 23 - Chibi Kanjani 8 picture
day 24 - A Subaru picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 25 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Solo
day 26 - Favorite Concert DVD
day 27 - A Yasu pic you can’t take your eyes off
day 28 - Favorite Live Performance
day 29 - Favorite Group photo
day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

i would have to say that my favorite dvd is countdown 2009-2010, it just has everything about eito that i adore. i loved all their outfits, even the crazy ones that hina and maru were wearing xD the songs they played were all songs i adore, especially all of the band setting ones <3 there were many cute, funny moments in it too cuz this is eito we are talkin about here haha.



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kerushii_san
25 August 2010 @ 09:31 pm

day 01 - Favorite Kanjani 8 song
day 02 - A rumor about any of the members that left you an impression
day 03 - A Yoko picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 04 - Favorite song cover (sung by any member)
day 05 - Favorite Janiben Moment
day 06 - Favorite Member Engrish
day 07 - Quote from a Non-Single Song (Album and B-side only)
day 08 - A Ryo picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 09 - Favorite Kanjani 8 PV
day 10 - A Hina picture you can't take your eyes off
day 11 - A Kanjani 8 member moment that makes you laugh your ass off
day 12 - Member/s wearing the Wackiest outfit you’ve ever seen
day 13 - Favorite Kanpani Moment
day 14 - A dream you had with a Kanjani 8 member, in great detail
day 15 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Quote (except from songs)
day 16 - An Okura picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 17 - The first Kanjani 8-related drama you thought of the moment you read this
day 18 - Fave OTP or Member-Ai moment
day 19 - A Maru pic you can’t take your eyes off 
day 20 - A Fanwork (made by you or others)
day 21 - A picture of your Kanjani 8 Stuff
day 22 - Whatever tickles your fancy
day 23 - Chibi Kanjani 8 picture
day 24 - A Subaru picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 25 - Favorite Kanjani 8 Solo
day 26 - Favorite Concert DVD
day 27 - A Yasu pic you can’t take your eyes off
day 28 - Favorite Live Performance
day 29 - Favorite Group photo
day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

this is a REALLY hard one for me, because i like so many solos for different reasons. if i had to pick just one, i think it would have to be "Mamoritai" by our dear tacchon. its such a beautiful song, it makes me tear up often when i hear it. ill post the lyrics up with the vid i found of a performance of it.




まもりたい / 大倉忠義
Mamoritai / Ohkura Tadayoshi
I Want to Protect You / Ohkura Tadayoshi

遠くはなれていても 思いはつながってるよ
僕の未来にはいつも 君がいるから

Tooku hanarete itemo Omoi wa tsunagatteru yo
Boku no mirai ni wa itsumo Kimi ga iru kara

Even if we're far away from each other, we're connected by our feelings
Because my future has always had you in it

僕の強がりなとこも 素直になれないとこも
黙って愛してくれる君を 離したくない 永久に

Boku no tsuyogari na toko mo Sunao ni narenai toko mo
Damatte aishitekureru kimi wo Hanashitakunai Towa ni

The parts of me that put on a show of courage The parts of me that can't be honest
The you who loves me without saying a word I don't want to let you go for all eternity

あの空へ いつかいくよ 星は待ってる
その時が来るまで一緒にいて欲しい
ありがとう 何度でも言うよ

Ano sora e Itsuka iku yo Hoshi wa matteru
Sono toki ga kuru made Isshoni ite hoshii
Arigatou Nando de mo iu yo

One day we'll go to that sky, where the stars await us
Until that time comes, I want to be with you
Thank you; I'll keep saying it over and over again

あぁもっと 抱きしめたいよ 僕の胸で
君が悲しくなってても これしかできないよ
まもりたい 何もかも失くしてでも

Aa motto Dakishimetai yo Boku no mune de
Kimi ga kanashikunatte te mo Kore shika dekinai yo
Mamoritai Nani mo kamo nakushite demo

Ah, I want to hold you closer to my heart
Even if you're sad, I can't do anything more than this
I want to protect you, even if I lose everything

君の泣き虫なとこも さみしがりやなとこも
愛しいく思ってしまういつも 隣にいたい 永久に

Kimi no nakimushi na toko mo Samishigari ya na toko mo
Itoshiiku omotteshimau itsumo Tonari ni itai Towa ni

The part of you that's a crybaby The part of you that's lonely
It's because I think of you as my darling; that's why I want to stay by your side for all eternity

あの空が 遠くなるよ 時が流れて
色あせてしまっても 涙が出なくても
忘れない 思い出をずっと

Ano sora ga Tooku naru yo Toki ga nagarete
Iroasete shimatte mo Namida ga denakute mo
Wasurenai Omoide wo zutto

Even if we can't reach that sky Time continues to pass
Even if we fade Even if the tears won't come
I won't ever forget these memories

あぁもっと 抱きしめたいよ その向こうが
もしも暗くてかすんでても 絶望が待ってても
まもりたい 何もかも失くしてでも

Aa motto Dakishimetai yo Sono mukou ga
Moshi mo kurakute kasunde te mo Zetsubou ga matte te mo
Mamoritai Nani mo kamo nakushite demo

Ah, I want to hold you more
Even if what's ahead grows dark and misty Even if despair awaits us
I want to protect you, even if I lose everything

不安になる時 道が見えなくなる時は
あのぬくもり 思い出す
いつまでも 君だけを アイシテル

Fuan ni naru toki Michi ga mienakunaru toki wa
Ano nukumori omoidasu Omoidasu
Itsumade mo Kimi dake wo Aishiteru

At times when you feel insecure At times when you can't see the way
Remember that warmth
And that I will always love only you

あの空へ いつかいくよ 星が待ってる
その時が来るまで 一緒にいてほしい
ありがとう 何度でも言うよ

Ano sora e Itsuka iku yo Hoshi ga matteru
Sono toki ga kuru made Isshoni ite hoshii
Arigatou Nandodemo iu yo

One day we'll go to that sky, where the stars await us
Until that time comes, I want to be with you
Thank you; I'll keep saying it over and over again

あぁもっと 抱きしめたいよ 僕の胸で
君が 悲しくなってても これしかできないよ
まもりたい 何もかも失くしてでも

Aa motto Dakishimetai yo Boku no mune de
Kimi ga Kanashikunatte te mo Kore shika dekinai yo
Mamoritai Nani mo kamo nakushite demo

Ah, I want to hold you closer to my heart
Even if you're sad, I can't do anything more than this
I want to protect you, even if I lose everything


 

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